Nnhf. I'm too tired. But at least some things are getting better. I wash the dishes, shower regularly, study... well, I do the homework of one subject but hey, it's an improvement. And now I've gone and gotten myself a time for the trial for English A.

And... well. Life's life, as usual I guess. I dunno. I don't really feel like I NEED to do anything, just... that I WANT to do things.
Went shopping with Emil yesterday, had a lot of fun.

But I've really, and I know I've been saying this for a long time, got to practice. Everything. I'm considering just... don't know, deleting my entire gallery and not showing my face around until I can get some good stuff up.

Not that I feel sad because my teacher considered it 'okay' or anything. Actually it's refreshing with honesty.
But it's got me irritated because I don't want to be okay, I want to be great. And no one ever became great by moping around!
No. Practice makes perfect and I'm set on doing this!

If only I had this determination for other stuff... if only my determination could turn into real action as well... uh.
''If only if only didn't exist, I'd be a millionaire'' as my mom says.